let’s help each other towards building a happy life.

*this is the sticky post,scroll down for more update.

I need money.U need money.We both need money in our life.Ada usaha,pasti berjaya.Am trying dapatwang.com because of its positive response and good performance.

Online making money is no alien nowadays. So,let’s help each other will ya?

JUST CLICK

http://www.dapatwang.com/?id=mysourha

Thank you peeps.May God bless you

ps:since wp tak bagi any ads, so aku bagi link je. copy paste,eh eh eh.Nanti I belanja roti canai teh tarik

muda mudi.

Age is only a number.Ayat typical,no? Terkadang ayat itu keluar dengan harapan untuk menyedapkan diri sendiri ataupun taknak terima kenyataan sebab umur sudah semakin bertambah. Tapi kadang-kadang kita once terlupa yang eventhough age is definitely just a number, we can’t lie about the fact that kita punya appearance sudah semakin tua. Wrinkles di dahi,bawah mata,sudah semakin banyak. (-_-)! I’m not talking about myself but I’m very sure that one day I’ll be like that.Some scary thoughts.

Even baru menginjak ke umur 23, terkadang aku selalu terfikir untuk ambil macam-macam medication,collagen,anti-aging serum ke hape jadah yang ada dekat kedai tu untuk mengelak penuaan melampau (-__-)! Tapi semua tu sangat costly. Nak ambil collagen drinks macam vanida imran tu pun tak mampu sebab mahal sangat. Tapi muka dia mudalah,i jeles.

Aku harus berpijak di bumi yang nyata, satunya tidak dikurniakan dengan wajah babyface,awet muda, muka budak dan sebagainya yang menyebabkan orang kata ‘eh,ingatkan baru umur 17 tahun’ (but people keep mistakenly saying that I do like fresh university student,it’s either first or second year camtu) dangg~ perasan sudah.Anywhoo,in the end selalunya aku akan google around cari traditional medication untuk anti-aging. Ada some of it aku apply dalam daily life sometimes tak. Culas juga kadang-kadang. Entah,tak komited sangat.Takde kesedaran diri lagi maybe (-_____-)!  Salah satunya mandi songsang. Ini tidak ada kena mengena dengan hubungan songsang. Kamu mungkin sudah selalu dengar mandi jangan start dari kepala.Mula dulu dari kaki dan slow-mo ke atas. Bila nak mula curah air ke kepala,baca dalam hati ‘Allahumma Solli ‘Ali Qolbi Sayyidina Muhammad’ 3 kali. InsyaAllah.

Ulam pegaga juga main peranan penting untuk anti-aging. (Take note,aku memang tak nak pakai ayat awet muda.Nanti ada orang claim aku bajet nak muka muda) Tapi sesungguhnya aku sangat liat nak makan ulam-ulaman ni. In the end, aku cuba minum jus pegaga (kordial) and the taste of it, okeh je.Nothing bad about it. Aku ada baca testimonial dari orang-orang yang mengamalkan makan ulam pegaga ni, effect boleh tahan. At first aku nak buat jus pegaga sendiri.Like blend daun daun tu and minum air perahan dia. Tapi,uuuu,banyak kerja tu.In the end beli kordial HPA jus pegaga,hah,telan!

Itu based on pengalaman aku sendiri.Aku ada juga do some reading about some food to help us look younger.Mari aku listkan,

• Sweet Potato Fries
• Carrots
• Spinach
• Toasted Pecans

Tu some of it laa.Maybe you guys boleh cari and tambah sendiri the list such as tomato,air 8 liter dan sebagainya. There’s many alternative way to look younger without poking a hole in your pocket to buy anti-aging stuff yang mahal-mahal.

Sweet potatoes fries? as in ubi kayu goreng? same ke dengan keledek goreng aa? kalau camtu,ini sudah senang! X)

And lastly,nak wajah muda,mengaji lah Al-Quran selalu *senyum ikhlas*

that’s all for today folks.

ps:this feeling can’t hold any longer.it’s killing me inside.

kaaokeee.

FINALLY,  presentation fyp sudah lepas. Walaupun ada berlaku sedikit insiden tembak menembak di antara aku dan lecturer,yang penting dah lepas! Huahua.Kita enjoy dulu untuk seminggu ini.

Aku sudah penat pikir pasal fyp sejak dari cuti lagi.Macam tak rest *tipu lah ni,tapi serius 24/7 asyik pikir pasal fyp je* pergi genting dengan family aritu pun macam tak sedap hati gak,sebab dok asyik terkenang kenangkan fyp yang tak siap lagi ni. And since it’s over now,boleh lah aku nak rest 2-3 minggu ke and I still can’t believe it that i’d done my part 1 fyp.Tinggal part 2 je sekarang that separating me with the graduation.Oh,and 2 more subjects as well. InsyaAllah

After presentation, terus bergerak ke IOI Mall untuk berkaraoke.Kasi release stress. Aku karok bersama rakan rakan biasa dimana kami spend almost 6 hours melalak tak tentu pasal. Dah macam concert dalam bilik tu. From 12 until 6 pm.Twas worth it because I spend only rm12 untuk semua nya. AKU ULANG YE, PUKUL 6 PETANG,BUKAN 3 PAGI.

Speaking of karaoke, aku nak cerita ceriti sikit. Kadang-kadang pemikiran orang-orang tua ini sudah salah concept pasal berkaraoke. Mereka fikir,karok itu is an activity that consist of night club,disco,arak,drugs,baju seksi and many more.And,ada juga kata dekat karaoke itu ada offer service perempuan. Oh well,tengok tempat beb.Kamu pernah dengar redbox? greenbox? neway karaoke? and even karaoke di alamanda? kalau tidak pernah,aku harap orang berkenaan dapat hentikan spekulasi dan fitnah yang nonsense ini. Yang mengatakan aktiviti karok itu satu benda yang tidak senonoh. And aku juga ingin bertanya,tidak senonoh dari segi apa? Terkinja-kinja? menyanyi suara sumbang? apa dia yang tak senonoh sekarang ni?

Biar aku cerita dengan lebih detail. Selalu tempat karok ada banyakkkkkk bilik,dia akan bawa to one of the room that is fully equip with audio and karaoke system.Kerusi dan coffee table.Ada service makanan which is ok for me sebab food dia quite nice. And dorang dekat sana TAK JUAL DADAH pun. Arak maybe ada tapi cuba cakap kat aku,pernahkah korang pergi kedai makan eksklusif yang tak ada jual arak? ada kamu order? tidak bukan,sama juga seperti golongan kami yang pernah berkaroke ni.Buat tak pandang sudah,order milo panas.Apa ada hal.

Mungkin mereka fikir berkaroke itu boleh terjadinya maksiat sebab duduk dalam satu bilik.Itu mungkin boleh terjadi antara pasangan-pasangan couple yang pergi karaoke but in my case,my cousin’s case, and my friend’s case as well,kami karok kawan kawan.Untuk have fun sahaja.Let me make a statement here.Nah,aku sajikan bagi mereka-mereka yang tidak tahu bagaimana situasi bilik karok tu:

Luas bukan? Tak perlu duduk berhimpit-himpit untuk menyanyi sehingga terjadi nya peristiwa ‘opss,teromen pulak’ UNLESS,if dah memang gatal sangat,memang tak dapek nak dibantu lah.

And lagi satu,aktiviti karaoke ini sudah common dikalangan budak-budak university.And maybe orang-orang yang dah bekerja ni,ada habit ini juga.Terpulang lah.Jangan pula nanti anak sendiri dan masuk university,pergi tempat karok,and then jilat balik lah ludah sendiri.Wallahualam.Yang penting,kaji selidik dulu sebelum tabur fitnah,jangan main cakap je “si polan ni tak senonoh nya pergi karaoke sampai subuh”.Kan dah belajar semua tu.

Aku bukannya mahu berlagak pandai di sini cuma kadang kadang drama seperti ini tidak perlu diperbesarkan sehingga boleh menjatuhkan air muka seseorang.Fitnah itu tidak bagus.Mungkin kami berkaraoke,tapi kami masih ingat siapa kami.Kaji selidik dulu bagaimana tempat karoke itu dan baru nilai sendiri. Kalau tak cukup paham,jumpa aku.

Sekian.

ps:sekarang ni aku selalu terbangun awal.Is it good?

pss:aku harap entry aku kali ini tidak mengecilkan hati sesiapa.Kalau ada,aku minta maaf.

jaywaipi.

Tengah boring-boring buat slides presentation fyp.Ahh,bosan,i need some entertainment,kata hatiku.Lalu aku google sepenuh hati video-video yang menarik dekat youtube,so,i was stumble upon this vid,

waaa,tgk 300juta kali pun tak bosan,masa time yang ke 300 juta tu aku baru perasan there’s another guy yang menari skali dengan jyp.ohh,i’m being ignorant for a while,hehe.

ceragem?

Aku selalu ada serius backache bila masa aku duduk terlampau lama di meja.Be it to study,makan,layan cerita (sambil duduk),buat fyp dan laen laen. Sakit melampau sampai aku stress. Mungkin orang laen pun selalu juga sakit-sakit belakang bila buat kerja macam ni,tapi yang aku pelik aku akan sakit at the same spot.Memang situ je lah yang sakit,tempat laen takde pun.Bila ditekan spot tu,rasa berdenyut-denyut. Oh~ Aku rasa tulang belakang dah dislocated kot,takpun tempat tu banyak angin,haha.

Till yesterday, sitot ym aku cakap pasal ceragem. A bit confused,apa itu ceragem? Aku malas nak elaborate, copy paste dari dia punya website je.

CERAGEM International, Inc. is the largest provider of high quality “Thermal Massagers” in North America. Ceragem Thermal Massager is our flagship product and our goal is to continue originating scientific health products that promote healthy, everyday living for people of all ages.

At CERAGEM International, Inc., we value the needs of our customers and we are committed to achieving total customer satisfaction by following our company credo: Love, Service, and Kindness. We pledge to continue our efforts through research and development to bring you new and innovative, high quality products. We invite you to visit a retail distribution center and experience first-hand, the benefits of the CERAGEM, Automatic Thermal Massager today!

Tapi,from what I read,this thing originate from Korea.Whatever it is,ceragem is where they provide a katil for you to massage your body efficiently. And what I like the most,is its unlimited free trial yang memang sumpah tipu gila if korang cakap tak suka barang free.Haha.Bak kata sitot,the centre provide free service which is located at Lembah Kelang, seperti di Shah Alam, Cheras, Sri Hartamas, Subang Jaya and Taiping. Aku sudah goggle map (semangat baii) paling dekat is either at pj,cheras or subang. What’s differ is the traffic jam lah kot.Nak pergi subang,kena lalu bulatan kewajipan which is,as we all know,the most heavy traffic roundabout.Ikut mana selesa.

Since the katil use FIR (far infrared) so it is advisable to wear light colour clothes during your visit to the place (white especially) so senang infrared serap masuk. Dulu,aku pernah beli inner infrared bajet untuk kurus tapi pakai sekejap je.wahaha.Malas.Tapi benda tu bagus lah pakai untuk kurus since its equip with IR. and this ceragem katil pun ada IR,mana tahu boleh kurus jugak? X)

Aku ada baca testimonial pasal users ceragem ni and they all said that it is good.Boleh hilang sakit badan and sakit-sakit kronik. Nak cubaaaaaaaaaa.

If ada masa insyaAllah nak cuba.Dah tak tahan sakit belakang ni.Cabut tulang buat sup kang baru tahu.Iskh3.

Till then.

ps:fyp kena present lagi satu minggu,tapi still bermalas-malasan.

ps:azam baru starting esok sejajar dengan pertambahan umur tomorrow^^

hahhh.

7 days to go,and voucher voucher and more voucher.

got redbox birthday voucher for RM300 and above.can u believe that?  i can’t believe that either.tapi that’s what i’d been informed.what kind of voucher? dunno yet,sekali rupenye voucher heineken,aaaaaa,memang tak dapek la nk redeem kan.haha.

and td dpt parcel,voucher from online shopping,dpt less using the voucher that she gave.thanks snazzy sally. never expect that actually.and i got a bracelet along wif that.uuuu.

can’t wait for tomorrow.moga moga ade voucher free lagi.hehe.

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sobs (T_T)

pengalaman mematangkan.

Hello 2010!

Lambat 2 hari.Harhar.Sokay cause nothing to celebrate pun for this new year.Gwe sudah celebrate new year 1 Muharram haritu dengan membaca surah al-kahfi bersama keluarga.Hoho.

Anywhoo,jangan jadi sangat sarcas.2010 still a new number.Cantik pulak  tarikh 10.01.01. Ring any bell? *oh my,sejak bila suka bagi hint2 ni *

Since it’s an unique number,once in a lifetime je dapat macam ni,so I decided nak achieve something remarkable,valuable for this year. I still don’t know what it is,I don’t have any plan yet,but as time goes by,I’ll think of something.

How did I spend my last day of 2009? Twas indeed very emotional and unexpected. Supposedly I’d plan with my cuzzies to hang out,lepak lepak,it was all about having fun.Hajiman it turns out to be the most unwanted event I’d ever experienced with them.

It was on 31st december 2009,right before asar,I’d received a phone call from wani,stating that they were in accident.Tekejut bapak hang because 15 minutes before that,they were only sesat larat to find my house in putrajaya and I’d asked them to search for presint 16 or alamanda sign. Wani’s voice,mumbling around saying how stupid she is to drive the car and all I could conclude is she’s having panic attack. And I heard my other cousins crying out loud it makes my heart stopped for a while. What if,they’re in big accident? omg.I don’t know what to do at that time but rushly google map desa pinggiran putra.Got it,then vroom vroom to the tempat kejadian.

They’ll greeted my with gloomy face. My hearts thumped unevenly when I walked to the front of the car. It was 80% damaged at one side. Luckily no one hurts.That’s all matters. When abang mechanic explain all of it, claim insurans,bayar sendiri,report polis,P demerit bla bla bla, I am kind of blur a bit. My heart screams “apa yang korang dah buat ni?” but I just kept it inside to avoid worsen the situation. I’d asked the mechanic guy to bring the car to the workshop. Ini bukan benda kecil.So nak sorok memang tak boleh. I have to inform my parents as well and bum bam bum,my dad came.Settle apa-apa yang patut and we went home.

Side view,tak nampak sangat the total damage.

where it happened.Bahya bucu divider ni.

Sory orang kawen.Mereka rempuh your sign.

The atmosphere at that moment, tension.Tegang.Stress.More tears.Whatever I said couldn’t cool down the situation *so not my expertise,haha* I am no comforter but I do feel empathy for them. Seeing their clueless face,as if they’re still shock of what had happened, haihh,pity them. Even we try to converse something that not related to the accident, but in the end,we did. Macam tak boleh nak lari cerita pasal benda tu. Memang haunting habis. Rumah tiba-tiba jadi busy with all the phone calls from the families. Ada marah,ada kecewa,ada menangis,ada tawa. *oke,yang last tu tipu* Mak ni nak cakap,yang tu lari.Masing masing takut.

Regretting for what had happened, the responsible person really guilty as charge. She’s having insomnia.Thinking,fearing of what would happen next. Guilt of having to troublesome not only her family,but other family as well. Air mata yang tercurah sudah membuktikan segalanya. Sometimes I do felt sebak to see them like this. Semua pun masih muda lagi. Tapi dah kena face benda macam ni.

What I could say is, people makes mistake.Everything happen for a reason.Marah biar bertempat. Kemudian rationalize balik what had happened and bersyukur that no one’s hurt. Itu yang paling penting. They learned their mistake very well. Janganlah accuse mereka dengan sangat kejam macam mereka ini bunuh orang. Duit boleh dicari,nyawa? hmm.

This is just my point of view.

so happy! ^^

yaaaa~! it’s not the end for family outing~!

for breaking news,tune here,

MC yoo jaesuk will still be the leader.hurrah! thou they’ll change the former members, I guess it’s alright.As long as jaesuk still in the show.And maybe they can bring chun hee back?

ps:my heart ache and i’m so devastated when I know that sbs will cancel out the show.it’s the best variety show i’ve ever watch *from korean* i’m freaking excited now! sorry jaesuk junior, ur papa have to work hard after this,hehe.

bisa update juga.

ola bloggie.

oh oh,it’s been a while *ayat nak cliche* hehe sorry for not updating. Aku tak tahu mana hilang semangat untuk berblogging since naik semester haritu.Maybe because lack of material nak diupdate.Bosan juga kot if cerita pasal “what did i do today,i have nasi lemak for lunch,or even, i studied for 8 hours non-stop” oh well,all of it boleh update via twitter je kot.I think that’s one of the reason why I’m in no mood of typing here. Hajiman (meanings but in korean) if let say after this I do post an entry sounds similar like what I said just now, hahaa, please ignore it. People do ‘cakap memang lebat’ and I really can’t deny that.

I finished my final exam last week. Thou only 1 subject, but I did suffered. Stressing out macam ambil 5 subjek je gayanya. That’s what they call, the power or pre-PMS. Stress sikit,nak nangis,stress sikit,rindu mak.And I did spend my quality time alone in siberia. Nak balik putra,parents takde balik kuale.It’s the same je macam I lepak siberia. 2 days before EMI paper,I suffered insomnia. Itu pun stress juga. I mean,imagine you toss and turn like 100 times and still you couldn’t sleep.Fedup gila kot. Feel like crying as well because cuak laa konon tak cukup energy nak study esoknya padahal dah nak exam time tu.Uuuuuuu.

Tapi my insomniac condition memang tak bagi chance. The day where I’ll be having my exam, I couldn’t sleep,at all! Golek golek atas katil from 1am to 645am,doing nothing. I just don’t know why I can’t sleep.I even tried not to move,so maybe that way,it can help me to sleep.End up, i’m getting my hand numbs. I even pictured myself counting baba black sheep jumping around it’s kandang but until 20 je sebab lepas tu bosan dah nak kira kambing.

Lastly,I just prayed to God supaya ‘janganlah bagi aku mengantuk and cergas untuk jawab soalan exam nanti’. Pasrah sudah time tu.Apa nak jadi,jadi.Kunfayakun.

Susulan peristiwa after that, I easily get paranoid when it is time for me to go to bed. Aku jadi takut if aku tak boleh tidur juga even thou letih gila b punya. Mulalah aku teringat cerita yang pernah aku baca dekat mastika,wanita insomnia 25 tahun tidak pernah tidur.Uuuuu.Cuaknya untuk menjadi tidak normal.Nasib baik dengan bantuan tilam infrared, I’m sleeping happily for the next 2 days.Bangun pukul 10 lebih,pukul 2 petang dah nak tidur balik. I’m back to normal. Huaa.

Some information I took from wikipedia;

Patterns of insomnia

1. Onset insomnia – difficulty falling asleep at the beginning of the night, often associated with anxiety disorders.
2. Middle-of-the-Night Insomnia – Insomnia characterized by difficulty returning to sleep after awakening in the middle of the night or waking too early in the morning. Also referred to as nocturnal awakenings. Encompasses middle and terminal insomnia.
3. Middle insomnia – waking during the middle of the night, difficulty maintaining sleep. Often associated with pain disorders or medical illness.
4. Terminal (or late) insomnia – early morning waking. Often a characteristic of clinical depression.

I’m definitely at number 1 pattern,onset insomnia. Anxiety disorders.Hmpp.It does ring the bell. Cuak nak exam.Cuak pikir pasal benda lain. Frust.Sakit hati dll.

If,anyone yang ada remedies,which can help me to sleep heavenly everynight,tolong la bagitau. I do envy people yang ‘letak bantal atas kepala,terus tidur’ or kuat tidur people,people who can sleep in whatever condition, where their nikmat tidur tak pernah ditarik. aku rasa cara tidur aku di tahap critical where I could not sleep bila lampu terpasang,bunyi bising,pintu terbukak and I am senang terjaga even by staring only.

Oh my,even thou dah cakap tadi taknak cerita pasal ‘what i did today,what I ate for lunch,what I studied just now’ I just feel like I’m doing it once again.Haha.Whos to blame.Saya ini cuma manusia biasa.

ps:lately ini ramai kazen dah add fb.Haha.

pss:putus kawan sbb lelaki sangat tak worth it,bukan?

psss:it’s in our nature to forget what matters.