ewah ewah.

Disebabkan pengaruh korean yang sangat meluas di hotVilla,dengan aku sekali teraffect untuk melayan lagu-lagu korean pagi dan malam.Dan sekarang,aku sedang melayan lagu haru biru *oh bukan,it’s haru haru actually,but I’d rename it as haru biru* from big bang version piano instrumental and guys seriously di saat aku tengah berdarah dan emosi dan hormon yang kurang stabil,I’m being a bit jiwang.Hey,c’mon la bagi la chance I nak jiwang-jiwang sikit.Bukan selalu,no? dengar lagu haru biru ni,lagi jiwa jiwa dan emosi wa cakap sama lu.

And now it’s actually 1230am so obviously I’m so into mood of jiwangness.Once my friend told me,

mai ni kalau online tengah tengah malam,siap la tengok status dia kat ym,memang jiwang nak mampus.

but that was like ages ago when I’m still studying at MMU melaka.But now,orang cakap nak lay low aje sebab no point of showing your passion and lovey dovey side because it is so worthless.People akan naik muak eventually IMHO,no offense thou.But sekarang,aku tak pedulik,aku nak jadi jiwang kejap! haha.

IMHO-in my humble opinion

So then,what should I say.Well if some of you noticed my shoutout at friendster *eh,sangatlah outdatedkan?* and facebook,waiting is what I’ve been doing right now.For how long,I freaking don’t know yet and I’ll wait as long as it takes.Pendek kata,sampai aku bosan.For the time being,I still can bear with it,so I’m still ok.

Orang cakap,menunggu biarlah berbaloi in the end.Tapi,I would say that if you’re afraid to try,then you’re failing.What’s the difference than trying? atleast you have the guts to face the outcomesJadi maknanya,harus ada usaha,tawakal dan doa,betul tak? Kemudian redha aja for what might happen.

But still,until now I still don’t have the guts,YET.Masih berkira-kira,tolak tambah bahagi dan darab.Still in the state of considering the consequences and all.I really wish that rasa tabah dan berani tu jatuh bedebuk dari langit,so aku betul-betul ready if anything happen.

Itu je kot nak story.Well salmi,amcam cerita angau aku? sampai tak tahap piawaian ko?

hahahahahaa.

ps:haih,rindu.

pss:*slap diri sendiri*