i need a vacation.

I’m on vacation~! *until 7th june*

yeehaaaaa.

LoVE.

LOVE?

What is love?

It’s undeniable that love can make us crazy.

It’s undeniable that love is blind.

Love can bring the worst in oneself.

But,who are we without love?

Love is the only element that can keep you strong.

Knowing someone out there is care enough for you.

Make you feel like …

*yada yada yada*

Yeah,aku cuba untuk bermadah about love.Tapi nampak gayanya hanya berjaya tak sampai halfway pun.Tuh pun ayat di atas macam ada yang tak kena je.Haha.

Aku bukannya seorang yang pandai bermadah.Pandai berkata-kata.Pandai memanipulasikan ayat.Cuma perbuatan aku sahaja yang boleh melambangkan apa yang aku rasa.How I react,how my action.Well,people do said,action speaks louder than words.

From my point of view,directly,malas nak berpoem-poem kan,bagi aku,cinta ini buta.Cinta itu tuli.Sakit hati macam mana pun,in the end rasa sayang tu masih ada.Entah kenapa,bukan nya makin berkurang,malah makin bertambah.That’s why I said,cinta itu buta pekak dan tuli.

Cinta pada dasar rupa,tidak akan berkekalan.

Cinta berlandaskan atas perasaan kasihan,iAllah berkekalan,ini aku petik dari kata-kata Hamka.

Cinta bagi aku,zaman-zaman sekarang,perlu kan wang ringgittttttt~ wahahaaaaa.

Orang cakap cinta kan seseorang,kerana agamanya.

Cinta cinta cinta.

Kenapa aku mumbling pasal cinta?

Sebab bagi aku,sukar mencari cinta adalah sesukar mencari seketul batu kecil di dalam timbunan pasir.

It’s not impossible but it’s hard.

Enough said.

hak bersuara dikongkong?

Dearie bloggie,

if you’re reading the newspaper,you’ll know that from the authority,the newest rule for all blogger and website developer is to watch out every single word that we type and publish it into the network.Korang sebagai hamba kerajaan,what should you say?I don’t read throughout the article regarding this matters,baca yang penting-penting je kan,but one thing for sure la,they come up with this rules after kalah teruk time PRU.They did win,but loses 4-5 states to parti pembangkang.I’m not a big fan of politic,but,as you can see,they claim that one main reason they lose is because of this bloggers and website owner yang meracuni pemikiran rakyat yang membacanya.I’m no one to comment on this thing,but susah lah macam ni kan.Right now,nak expressing yourself pun terpaksa like very cautious and all.Leceh.I mean like,you have your own opinion but you got stuck to express it because of this.Somewhat you can be sue one day if you’re giving false and fake statement.Sue pula bukan ratus ratusan,tapi juta-jutaan.Like the news recently.About what?sila selak any online newspaper.Cari sendiri.I won’t comment on that either.Takut kena sue.

The thing is,you must have a guideline to deliver your thoughts.So,I think,blogging is not the safetest way anymore to do that.Hak bersuara telah disekat!

*i’m not rebelling,just expressing my thoughts :P *

Tagged by Sya.

I’d been tagged by sya.Lambat buat sebab busy concentrate on my final examination.SO,here it goes.

  • The first time I watched porn.

Bila ye?Do i have to be honest?haha,orait orait,time umur 11.Friends’ influence.Enuff said.No further details required.

  • The first time I had a crush.

Hmm,rasa nya time umur 5 kot.Member tadika dulu-dulu.Ahahaha,quite lameeeeeee.Aku pun dah lupa nama dia apa.Nampak sangat tak penting,teheee.

  • The first time I was away from home.

Bila ye?Entah la,berbalam-balam memori aku ni.Nak selak balik one by one,macam susah kot,hoho.

  • The first time I had music player.

Yeah,my 1st walkman.Ade ke dulu?Rasa nya time form 4 kot.Ayah beli walkman sony.Canggiihh wooo,haha.

  • The first time I ‘fly’

Fly?time outing?ada ada.Tapi bukan dengan member-member la.Aku dulu skema.Takde masa nak buat serabut-serabut.Cukup lah experience masa lower form dulu.Aku dah cukup jahat,hohoh.

Orait,itu sahaja about my first time.

I’m tagging?

  • My dear awanis,wahaha.
  • amir
  • kuyu
  • skin
  • farafiqa,ehee~

P/s:At first,I’d put a password for others to view this entry,but as sya had bising-bising kata aku tak rock konon nya buat mcm tu,so nah~ usya la entry ni sehabis baik,hahahaha. ;)

Selamat Pengantin Baru~

Kepada abg hafiz (cousin ku)  dan kak suhana.

semoga berkekalan sehingga ke anak cucu cicit sume sume lah.

nanti kenduri kawin I jangan lupe datang ekh.

Wahahahaha.

DC,wahaha.

:-*

Thought.

I have this one thought.

Keep replaying it in my mind.

Over and over again.

Until now.

Everytime I started to think about it.

I felt the happiness inside out.

I hope it will last forever.

What is it?

Sheesshhh.

TIdak perlu tahu.

Sekali harung.

I’d been abandoned my blog since my final exam week.And at last,it was over.After 3 weeks of torturing pumping sucking up cramming all notes for every subjects.Yeah,smell of freedom is everywhere right now.I want to lepak sampai lebam biru biru birat birat sampai muntah.

All in all,there’s a lot of things happened during these past few weeks.Besides camping at library from pagi till midnight,I also had some bittersweet during those time.Aaaahhhh,what a mix of feelings.. :)

1.Punctured tire

I’d this feeling of looking back on my car’s tires before I went to the library.And wth,one of my front tire was pancit already,warghh.Gila tak sedar weyh,drive sikit punya laju,boleh pula tak perasan tayar kereta pancit sebelah,hadoi.So,as panic as I can be,I called amir since he’s the only guy yang crossed on my mind by that time.Nasib baik amir oke je,haha.

blues on saturday,haha.

to make it more interesting,as amir was almost finished tarik keluar the punctured tire,and he need to lift the car a lil bit more,but I summo gedik gedik want to try myself using the tool,ape kah nama nye,hijack tu.

Yeah,dengan sekuat hati,aku memulas mende alah tu,and to my surprise,all of sudden without i’m noticing it the car was leaning forward towards me and amir and wth hijack tu dah jatuh from supporting my car,gahaahaa.Amir gila panic oke.Aku pula yang selamba dadaa padahal tu kereta aku.

amir sedang berusaha membetulkan hijack yang da bengkok.

since it was so dramatic,ramai yang datang jenguk.termasuklah dengan pak guard sekali.Konon je nak tolong,pastu ciao,entah apa-apa.Skin dynat kuyu datang usya lepas dengar bunyi ‘bedebukkkk’ jatuh.Bunyi cam durian jatuh pun ada gak.Then,mama dengan chap pula sampai.

Amir nak guna hijack dia,kecik noooooo,cannot support.Dah hijack kelisa kot,memang la kan.Silap-silap hijack dia pun bengkok gak sebab tak boleh support.So,terpaksa lah pinjam hijack chap,nasib baik chap bawak kereta proton gak,wahaha.

So,to conclude,for my car to be lifted,terpaksa guna 3 hijacks~ wuhooo.

tangan chap ada seni mechanic wooooo~!!

siap,by 7pm kot.Pastu terus blah pergi pam tayar and directly go to warisan for dinner which is belakang rumah aku je,coit.

2.Camping in library.

Last 3 weeks,I’d been berkampung in library from pagi until midnight.Not everyday actually as I’d spend most of my time studying in putrajaya je because of the weather in cj is not so very the pleasant la kan.But,if ika gerak pergi lib,aku memang tumpang sekali la kot,bohoo.

Camping 21 hari 20 malam.The benefits;

  • Dapat usya abang hot banyak kali.
  • Dapat merapatkan lagi silaturahim sesama kawan,pergh ayat tak tahan.
  • Dapat study dengan aman.
  • Dapat study tempat sejuk.
  • Makan on time.
  • Dapat tanya direct je dengan member-member soalan yang tak paham.
  • Dapat usya abang capo time makan.
  • Dapat busykan diri dari fikirkan about that crap things.

kesan camping:

chap gelak kan mama ekh,siap kau siap kau.

seni gila chap tidur,sila usya tangan chap crossing macam tu,haha. *effect ManUtd glory fever*

sher,tidur ke baca buku tu? teheee.

Hope that after all of our hardwork,insyaAllah it will paid off.Doakan kami ekh :)

3.David Cook American Idol 7

Iye,semua orang tau david cook is the winner for american idol this season.At first I don’t even like him,and memang takde mood pun tengok dia perform dari top 24,sampai top 12 pun.Haha,but since ika was so crazy madly in angau with him,hari-hari ulang lagu plus video david C,so kengkadang tu terpaksa la dengar kan sampai nak muntah.Haha.But,hate to admit it,I’d slowly developing my minat to him *cewah* Yela,lepas dengar david C nyanyi lagu ‘you’ll always be my baby’ tu,erghhh,meruntun jiwa cair melting floating in the air.Just tak nak mengaku depan ika je,wahaha,habis honest dah confession aku ni.

But,both davids is the winner.A lil devastated as my little david did not win,but,I think he can accept it.As soon as ryan announce david C is the winner,he cried.Auuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh maaaannnnnnnnnnnnnn,very decent guy.Tak hipokrit.I like,haha.Masa dia nangis,aku pun gedik nak nangis gak,wahaha.

Congrats david cook :D

4.ManUtd:EURO champion [3rd time]

yeah,title explain everything.Even though ronaldo missed the penalty shot,and even though frank lampard dok claim if bola tak kena palang,mesti chelsea menang,arghhhh,that doesn’t count la beb.Man Utd menang.That’s all matters,Iye,glory glory manUtd.

5.Whitney Cycle 10 ANTM’s winner

Whitney had been crowned as the first plus size model from ANTM’s products.Gahaaa,not that I did not like her to win this competition,but I just couldn’t expect it.I was rooting for anya actually,but nak buat macam mana,dah takde rezeki agaknya for anya to win.Even though dia baik macam mana pun,guhuu.Tapi,whitney was not so bad on the other hand.Dia pun macam agak oke la through out the finale,macam takde lah bitchy gila like episode episode lepas.Oke lah,aku takde hal lah whitney menang.She deserve it.Muka pun cun kot.

6.Finale season for Grey’s Anatomy,Gossip Girl and  One Tree Hill

It’s been a great season for those tv series.But the most anticipated tv series that I’d been watched these days,obviously it is Grey’s Anatomy.Suka gila oke.Damn it,cannot tahan.Gossip Girl pun not bad.One Tree Hill,blekh.Since the episode of banyak cakap-cakap tu,aku dah malas nak layan one tree hill.The story plot was very mendatar and bosan.But the fact that lucas deserted peyton away,it was fun for me,tehee.

Grey’s Anatomy,when will you come back?hahahaha.Come back early,cannot wait any longer.Same goes to Gossip Girl.

*that’s all for now.It’s holiday time.yippie.*



harga beras kekal.

*patut dekat pak buzz lauk nasi+ayam+sayur yang dulu nya RM3.50 dah naik jadi RM4.

Insomnia.

dearie bloggie,

yeah,stress to the max.I’m not bluffing,really.Same goes to all of my MMU-ians friends.We’ll be having final examination starting next two weeks.And basically,I am really tired.My mind,my body state,physically and mentally fatigue,erghh.

Coming back to cyberjaya after spending the whole week before,in putrajaya,really tortured me.It’s because of the weather.My house was ‘on fire’.I mean like ‘burning’ or hangatttttt.Bahangnya sangat terasa,macam bahang nak ambil final exam konon-konon nya.Barely can’t sleep.The first day tidur kat cyberia,yarabi,gila bahang.And wth,I only slept around 5 am ,after toss and turn on the bed since 2 am.Wake up,macam biasa,on 830++am.

The next day,still the same.I only manage to sleep around 3am.Woke up around 830++am juga.

And this morning,the same thing happened,again and again.Masuk tidur pukul 1am,but boleh tidur around 5am juga.

3 days in a row,I’m having sleepless night.

So,I’d decided untuk balik putrajaya.I want to have my quality sleep time back.

Suffered from insomnia (stage one konon-konon) is not a good thing.

Really need to sleep,no matter what.

(-_-)Zzzz..

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