thoughts for the day.

dearie bloggie,

I woke up early today just to attend LES class which was very disappointing to knew that the lecturer did not showed up.So,ika,dynat and me decided to go for a breakfast at rahim bistro,which was our second disappointment because rahim’s did not open today.Geez,what a day.So,i suggest we just go to the oldtown because that was the nearest.(Even though I’d been there yesterday,hanging out with shaza and alysha)

We had some small talk while waiting for our meals,on how’s the world have been so crazy lately.Yeah,with all the stuffs and psycho-freak things going on now,it’s really crazy out there (tho it’s not me who experiencing things like this,but still,they are my friends).It is really a serious matter.I’m not intend to be such a busybody person,but that was my thoughts for today.I am not going to elaborate too deep as it may hurts some feelings out there,or I will pissed them off.So,this is my general thoughts,no hard feelings,and no offense.

To loved someone,and to be loved by someone is everything.You feel like you own the world.Your partner is the most ultimately greatest homo-sapiens alive on earth.Love is in the air.But,when it comes to the matters of “the second hand unwind” it felt horrible.You will feel like your life is falling apart,you feel like wanting to kill yourself,you start blaming people on what’s happening.You’re devastated,and how badly you want the person that you loved,to loved you back.It’s a natural feeling.And I’m speaking on behalf on my experience itself.As I’m writing this post and thoughts,I’m not saying that I’m good in this things.Aku juga manusia,ada hati dan perasaan,kesilapan itu rakan baik anda yang akan menunjukkan anda ke arah yang lebih baik dan benar.

If we love someone,so much,but we did not get the same feedback,it hurts.After so much trying,so much effort we put in,and the result was the other way round,it is just a matter of time for you to be in the state of “jiwa kacau”.Without friends,without family supports,and you keep it to yourself,consequently you’ll explode.This is the starting part where the psycho-freak-stalking matters happen.You’ll do everything you could until you get back what you want,even if it takes to kill innocent people.Nowadays,there’s a lot of cases like this.And it is really freak me out.

What’s left for us to overcome all these things is iman.Whenever you feel like you lost,you brokedown,you feel like there’s no one cared about you enough,just remember that we still have God.Allah Maha Pengasih,Maha Penyayang,Maha Mendengar.Tepuk dada,tanya iman.

As I talked to my mom regarding these matters,my mom said that “berkawan itu boleh,tetapi kena pandai dalam memilih kawan” .This world consist of 1001 macam ragam manusia.And yet,it is up to you to decide with whom do you want to live with for the rest of your life.

Yeah,peace to love~!